Anxiety

I was trying to look up a scripture I thought would be describe how I am feeling.  I cannot find one.  The only verses I see referenced when talking about anxiety don't describe what I am going through.
They are about worry.  I am not worried, I am having panic/anxiety attacks.  My head feels like I have about 20 baseball games going on at once.  Everyone running everywhere and things bouncing off my brain.  I hate feeling like this.  It feels as though I am on no medication.  God will help me eventually line myself back out, but until he decides it is time, my head wants to explode.  Steven has been pretty good today, just screamy.  He let me take him into the Master's Hands again.  He had to give Bev hugs, he even gave Nicky a hug.  He took a very short nap when we went to McD.  Hopefully he goes to bed at a decent time tonight.  Bryan had a quick load to Missouri and will be back at a decent time.  He will be running his first marathon tomorrow.  I am so proud of how far he has come over the past couple of years with his health.  I am going to head off of  here to try and get some things done.  I am praying that I get to sleep early tonight.  My brain could use the rest.

Take care and God bless,
Sherri